Friday, May 16, 2008

Confidence

What is confidence? Confidence in my opinion is being able to resist a nervous situation. A confidence boost is when you get extra confidence from an event, a situation, or maybe when you are at a certain state of mind or heart. Going through my life for the past few months, I have been able to boost my confidence through every certain thing I did.

Every peak has a downfall sometime or another is how I see it, and I have slipped today in a very unexpected moment where I thought I was under control. The thing is, thinking about it made me jot down the different things in my life recently that may demoralize me, and I went through a list of meaningless things that eventually put me down even more. Fortunately, I got a grip on myself and found out that I have been in a perfect condition, thanks to the Almighty, in every situation I have been in. This may sound ridiculous, but the way you think sometimes, the way you view yourself, truly reflects on what you are or even how your physical actions turn out to be. Therefore, push yourself to the extent where you feel like you are starting to fall, then catch yourself once again with a thought that would lift you to an even higher peak.

Other than that, a perfect semester came to an end this month, and I was very proud of my grades, since I was able to perform even above my expectations thanks to my love for what i’m doing and the support of everyone around me. I have come to realize that without certain people in my life, I could not have steared through a fierce storm that was headed towards me.

My whole views, my perspective on life has changed a lot and I was, and still am, very proud of the development I have experienced. Forward thinking is what I needed, and continue to need, and sooner or later I would be able to influence people, and lead them the way I want to, wherever it is and whatever I do. I continue to move forward, face every bump on the way with an open mind and heart and would hopefully reach the destination all this is building up for.