Expectations.. reflections on a mistake !!

You always go through moments when you try to analyze things, allow them to fill you, but then you have those moments that make you feel empty, or out of this world. Sometimes you have moments that make you feel you’re floating in the air out of happiness, while you might at other times feel you want to be dug underground and are never let out into this world from all these astonishingly depressing things that are getting to you every day. An expectation defined means you are waiting for something to happen, or are hoping that something would go in a way you want it to go or feel like it’ll go. When you expect something, you expect it out of a person, or out of an event, with results that can be either amazing or disheartening.

People in this world make up the biggest part of expectations, especially loved ones. Expecting to be considered is so easy to think of, yet on the other hand when you’re not considered, you feel you’re lost or have that questioning mood instilled in you where you question yourself or the steps you’ve taken to allow that to happen. I for one, have given up so much in order to get huge results out of my expectations, and I really hope that I do get the results I always hope for. On the other hand, I can easily get dispirited by my hopes especially when it comes to the closest people in my life.

Although you get discouraged sometimes, you always look forward; look for a way to correct your path when it comes to expectations. Your first instinct when you get rejected or tend to be blocked by an expectation is protecting yourself, the way you think, and the way you feel. Mistakes do happen, but correcting them is the hardest thing in this world.

I want to look forward, I want to feel that everything is fine, but I expect returns that are higher than my initial expectations.