Sometimes in life, people tend to lose their past, the way they used to live and the way they used to control their lives. I always had so many rules set up in mind, so many constraints to my personal life that I always thought I would have. Losing a bit of faith and switching to a mode that is more “modernized” is what I have never wanted to happen to me. The struggle between what’s right and what’s wrong is what I like to call it. Modernization is important in life, and updating one’s thoughts to accompany those new times in life is important, but at the same time complying with a strict set of rules that have been set by religious and social norms.
The fact that people change and develop is interesting. The fact that they get shaped by their surroundings is very much true, but the choices they make in those surroundings is what makes the difference between a person who knows what’s right and what’s wrong, a person who has complete control over his decisions, and a person who does not actually know what life he or she wants.
My fellow reader, although people go through many hardships in life and tend to shape according to different events or surroundings, the fact that right and wrong is always in existence marks the difference between different people and different groups.
Changing towards the best is what I have promised myself to do, although on the other hand, shaping my life to accommodate those changes has been very hard to accomplish. Struggling with the balance between past and future, while keeping my right decisions intact has been very hard, yet so far accomplishable.
